I don’t get boyfriends because I am friends with all of them. I am not popular. I am not even cool I am called a loser almost every day. I am bullied and bullied and I don’t let people see but it hurts

Jus came back from code of conduct. Sat with my friends. They are awesome. Both of them are so nice and are just my world… They are guys btw. I don’t have a lot of girl friends. I wish I did but I dont. I hangout with all guys except a few girls who understand me. But one of my friend is I think drop dead hot and sexy, hot, cute, perfect in every way. But then I became close with a lot of my other guys friends and I have a weakness of when I get close with someone I get attached. And it’s so hard because when I am with them I am like dead inside because if I tell any of them how I feel it will ruin everything.

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